vorrutyer: (sweaty)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He shakes his head in return. ]

We're both - here.
vorbratta: (and leave him wanting more)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
We're alive.

[ a little psychologically broken and battered, maybe, but alive. if you're alive, you can keep fighting. if you're alive, you can still win.

sonia's grip tightens even further, almost painfully so, and she buries her face in his shoulder completely, still shaking. there is still so much to unpack, so much to swim through that it makes her sick to think of it, but -- they are alive. her voice is so muffled as to almost be inaudible. ]


I still have you.
vorrutyer: (Backpfeifengesicht 5)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A miserable scoff. He steps back to offer her a mocking bow. ]

A spy with a broken cover. Your worthless champion, madam.
vorbratta: (stick my head out)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she reluctantly lets him pull away to step back, and for all that it's a perfectly byerly thing to do, it stings somehow. sonia's brows draw down, her lashes still wet with tears. ]

Stop that. [ but her face edges into something more desperate as she looks up at him. her chest feels like it's caving in. ] Do you really think that's all you are?
vorrutyer: (world-weary (and smug))

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He presses a hand to his heart, a miserable echo of his usual salute to her. ]

That is what I am. A liar with no lies left.
vorbratta: (so let me tell you)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ her brow furrows and this hurts in a way she can't quite place. every response is a rebuttal. she reaches out and presses her hand over his. ]

Lies aren't all you have, Byerly.
vorrutyer: (god honestly what is this guy's face)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He smiles bitterly, shakes his head. Presses her hand. ]

You're very kind, Sonia. [ Cheer up for her. Find another lie. For her. ] And you're right. Yes. I'm still here to do whatever you need me to.
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[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ sonia's lips thin. all of this is too raw, too fresh for her to readily buy that one. she doesn't pull back, but tightens her hand on his. ]

Why do you keep doing that?
vorrutyer: (sweaty)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That gives him very slight pause. ]

Doing...what?
vorbratta: (but never on your sleeve)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Trying to lie just to make me feel better.

[ yes, trying. her look is too tired and heavy for a pout, but it has that same plaintive air. ]

It doesn't, you know.
vorrutyer: (punchable intensity)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His eyes slide away from hers. His eyebrows lift. ]

Hardly lying.
vorbratta: (set it up and tear it down)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
You know what I mean. [ her tone is only vaguely accusatory. just matter-of-fact. ] It amounts to the same thing. If it's supposed to protect me, or comfort me -- it doesn't. So please, just...stop.
vorrutyer: (super broody)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His lips twist. But he surrenders. ]

Then you'd prefer miserable truths?
vorbratta: (so let me tell you)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[ there's no hesitation, even if she does still seem shaky. she just looks at byerly -- looks at him like she wishes she could show him a mirror and make him understand, like she wishes he would only step back and look at her. miserable truths she's dealt with for years, however poorly. it's the lies that tear her up -- that still do, all the hovering questions still left from those times he'd visited. ]
vorrutyer: (punchable intensity)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Then you'd be altogether unique.

[ He says that quietly. He doesn't meet her eyes. ]

No one wants that. Not truly.
vorbratta: (i better keep my two legs running)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ sonia's stomach tightens at that, but she lifts her chin and even manages to draw a bit of that haughtiness into her look. ]

I already am. [ she keeps her eyes on his face, waiting for him to look back. ] You can't tell me what I do or don't want, Byerly.
vorrutyer: (punchable intensity)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't look at her. His eyes remain firmly turned away. But he does bow. ]

As you wish, Princess.
vorbratta: (why don't you show 'em your stuff)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she flinches slightly at princess, because whenever he uses her title instead of her name it feels so much more like a retreat than anything, and the last thing she wants is for him to crawl farther away. she wrings her own hands together, trying to curb the urge to bite at the ends of her hair instead. ]

If our friendship was real, if it wasn't a lie...then there must be something beyond the lies.

[ she hesitates, reluctant to draw from this well, but it's relevant. ]

And if you are really loyal to the Vorbarra line, if you really would lay down your life for me with so little thought... [ she sucks in a small, spasmodic breath and puffs it out. ] Honor doesn't exist in a vacuum, Byerly.
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[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His eyes flick up now to meet hers. There's something miserable and stricken in his gaze, even as he smiles. ]

Honor? No, no, no honor. Not from me.

[ The smile fades, then, leaving only that miserable expression. ]

But my loyalty is absolute. I belong to you, Sonia. Body and soul. For whatever that is worth.
vorbratta: (set it up and tear it down)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that look hurts. sonia swallows, her expression sobering. ]

Loyalty is a kind of honor in itself.

[ the words are quiet, full of conviction. she knows he'll argue, so she moves on. she tries to catch his gaze but can't seem to. ]

And what about our friendship? Are we still friends?
vorrutyer: (serious)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He closes his eyes. ]

That...depends on you. You have been only truthful with me. But I have lied to you.
vorbratta: (my heart is skipping triplets)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ sonia swallows, bracing herself. this confusing web of lies has made her uncertain, unsteady, but if she can't trust him to be honest now, then nothing short of fast-penta would convince her. she knows that. her gaze is unwavering, an intensity sprouting from within that she'd sooner associate with her sister than herself. ]

About what? Tell me.
vorrutyer: (sweaty)

[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
About my identity. Who I am. What I was doing.
vorbratta: (okay okay dolore)

[personal profile] vorbratta 2017-03-14 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ after a moment, sonia nods. ]

Right, you're...ImpSec. And you came from the future, like Miles. [ something she should have been clever enough to put together for herself. she silently berates herself for it, but moves on. ] What else?
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[personal profile] vorrutyer 2017-03-14 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. And - my mission.

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