[ He finds he can't breathe. In this, a mockery of how they'd been before - their intimacy, their sweetness, their warmth - something rises up in him that strangles all the air from his lungs. He pushes her off of him - desperate, scrambling, frightened - and scrabbles to his feet, backing away from her like from a wild beast. His hands are shaking.
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Don't look at me like that. God, no, don't... ]