[ oh, but he must care if he's asking, or so sonia assumes... somewhere, deep in her, something is clawing and trying to tell her something, but it's drowned out. she looks sad, now, her expression still glazed, and her head hangs loosely from her neck. ]

I was so relieved when they told me he was safe and alive. But then they told me why he was there, all the things he'd said, all the things that proved he'd defected. Turned traitor. Abandoned me. [ her lower lip trembles. ] I cried for days. On everyone. Miles, and Tucker, and my sister, and Beth, and Wash...

[ and she'll keep on going until somebody stops her. ]